To do or not To do: A Single Mom's struggle

Everyone knows a good education is needed to be a success. However, leaving your child when he/she is the only thing you have is the hardest thing you can do. My son is only 4 months old and yet I am so attached to him the thought of leaving him for school AND work sickens me. Every time I think of it tears soon come afterwards. I don't know what I am supposed to do. I know I need a good job but at the same time I know if I went to school I would NEVER concentrate on my son!

I want to pursue a Interpreting degree sometime in my life. However, right now I can't imagine doing it. I'm lazy to life and spontaneous and on the ball for all mommy activities/responsibilities. I do NOT have a heart for college. In fact, it sickens me thinking about going to college because I don't have a "career" mindset. I am not a career woman. I am a mom. Honestly, My parents would be wasting thier money if they sent me to college because the moment I have a man in my life that can support me..then I am supported. Not the primary supporter. And I can do all wife/ mother responsibilties and will no longer need to fiddle around with working/mommying/socializing/schooling/breathing.
My hearts passion is to run a household.

I would like to go to school only to get certified for a job that pays very well but requires nothing more. So I can do what I need simply and fast and get it done, and then go on to working to support my son and I until the day my life partner comes along.
But it isn't that simple.
The one person that agrees with me has no say in the matter..my best friends mother. Who will not be paying for college, raising me, raising my son, or giving me food and shelter until I move out. 

I want to support my son and I but I'm having the worst (and stressful) time deciding what the best thing (for me and my son) is.

Every mom is different. Every single mom is different than a married mom. No one understands single mom's hearts or struggles...except some other single moms.
So how do you explain your heart...how do you decide what's right?