I had to start filling out FAFSA for starting college this upcoming semester at 2 colleges for 2 different majors. Sign Language at one and Nursing at the other.I also have to get a job at the same time. When will I have time to be just me and my baby like I have right now? I LOVE right now. Stay at home mom.
It's really hard knowing that as a single mom...you don't have that option at all! I see all these new mothers quiting their jobs to be with their new baby's all day, and my green monster starts to come out. I can easily quiet it knowing I am doing the best I can do with providing for my son as a single mom and no husband to help and no daddy that is able to financially be there. I see why there is a partnership that needs to be here with a baby..its hard work!
I won't lie it is getting pretty darn stressful, but every time I look at my sons face and how peaceful he looks...I know I am being the best mommy I can possibly be! And that's all that matters right?
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